Guess life is getting tougher. Here am i,working in Singapore for almost 3 months already and yet am still not used to the life here. i have to say, it's not that easy after all...
I am so use to the comfort zone back in Malaysia, where my beloved parents will always be there around me taking care of me like a baby=p , where going somewhere anywhere is always a drive away, where i can call my buddies anytime i want, where i can hang out at murni, ktz, kim gary, secret recipe and pasar malam, where going shopping is never too far...
Many times i find myself comparing the life i will have in malaysia to here.. and i'm struggling..
I miss mummy and daddy's hug and nagging, miss Le Le's noise and her messy cupboard, miss snatching cheesecake to eat with mummy and lele, miss Joan's chatty voice, funny jokes and blur face, miss mamaking with EeKhai, miss driving to 1utama and mid valley, miss Murni's Roti Hawaii, miss pasar malam.. miss my car... miss miss miss....there's too much to name...
Yet i know that I've to face it all, to be really independent, like a baby, a tendering plant coming to a new environment... without family.. without friends...
God... i pray that you will give me strength to carry on... to fill this empty cup.. to bring my joy back...
Daddy i pray that You'll help me to love this place.. to bring me Godly friends..
Thank you for being there for me always.. thank you for never leaving me.. thank you Jesus for your love for me ...
