Good news & bad news..

TGIF! Thank God it's Friday!!
I would not deny, somewhat or rather...
I felt more refresh and energitic on FRIDAY ^O^

It's been a short & bz week.
Had to finish most of my work b4 going to Bangkok (next week) for CRAZY SHOPPING!!

Anyway, just receive a GOOD and BAD news by a close fren in office today...

The GOOD news is that she got her scholarship for a diploma course she's looking forward to.. which i'm REALLY HAPPY for her!

BUT, BADNEWS is.. she's leaving really soon...

She's the first girl that spend lunch with me in this new environment, my lunch kaki,..someone to talk to in the coy.. keep my accompany and intro other colleagues to me..
To some, she might be simple minded, but to me, she's friendly, straight forward, SINCERE and easy to mingle with =)
Really Thank God for sending someone in midst of new environment and strangers...
Now that she's leaving.. I truely pray that Daddy will continue to shower her with love, care, wisdom, health, joy & peace..

ALSO, Send someone to me... ^O^"

No more lunch partner... shall I thick skin.. join other ppl?? sigh...

Tougher Life......

Guess life is getting tougher. Here am i,working in Singapore for almost 3 months already and yet am still not used to the life here. i have to say, it's not that easy after all...

I am so use to the comfort zone back in Malaysia, where my beloved parents will always be there around me taking care of me like a baby=p , where going somewhere anywhere is always a drive away, where i can call my buddies anytime i want, where i can hang out at murni, ktz, kim gary, secret recipe and pasar malam, where going shopping is never too far...

Many times i find myself comparing the life i will have in malaysia to here.. and i'm struggling..
I miss mummy and daddy's hug and nagging, miss Le Le's noise and her messy cupboard, miss snatching cheesecake to eat with mummy and lele, miss Joan's chatty voice, funny jokes and blur face, miss mamaking with EeKhai, miss driving to 1utama and mid valley, miss Murni's Roti Hawaii, miss pasar malam.. miss my car... miss miss miss....there's too much to name...

Yet i know that I've to face it all, to be really independent, like a baby, a tendering plant coming to a new environment... without family.. without friends...

God... i pray that you will give me strength to carry on... to fill this empty cup.. to bring my joy back...
Daddy i pray that You'll help me to love this place.. to bring me Godly friends..
Thank you for being there for me always.. thank you for never leaving me.. thank you Jesus for your love for me ...

3 weeks....

3 weeks of training just passed. I have had lots of fun. Of coz initially during the training session… there’ll be grumbling and growling (stomach) and “fishing” (Sleepy). But on our last day of training, I started to miss it… I miss going to 29th floor 1st thing in the morning, sitting on our respective teams… question and answer session (when, most of the time- “I don’t know the answers to it&rdquo, the presentation (mostly did by other more daring and brave members of my team) ^O^ Plus, the funny presentation did by all the group on our last day of training…. It was purely fun and enjoyment… + accompanied by “nervousness & butterflies flying in our stomach” ^O^” I thank God that my team actually won for the presentation, it’s something that sends our group into confusion then SHOCK. . ….
So sad that we’ve to say bye bye to our 1st core training… What would the rest of our working life be? Clock in on 8.30 sharp at 32nd floor … desperately looking for seats? Sign in for unassigned time and stayed OT for the rest of the week? NooOOoo…….

I believe there's so much more to come… The process of turning the theories into practice.. to build network with people around us … to learn in the “REAL WORLD” …
I should just say… “WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD” ^O^ ……
Pray that God will guide me thru the easy, tough and challenging situations …, giving me wisdom and understanding… positive thinking and strength to pull it thru … ^-^

God I choose depend on You

Currently feeling: Thristy 4 God's strength