Tougher Life......

Guess life is getting tougher. Here am i,working in Singapore for almost 3 months already and yet am still not used to the life here. i have to say, it's not that easy after all...

I am so use to the comfort zone back in Malaysia, where my beloved parents will always be there around me taking care of me like a baby=p , where going somewhere anywhere is always a drive away, where i can call my buddies anytime i want, where i can hang out at murni, ktz, kim gary, secret recipe and pasar malam, where going shopping is never too far...

Many times i find myself comparing the life i will have in malaysia to here.. and i'm struggling..
I miss mummy and daddy's hug and nagging, miss Le Le's noise and her messy cupboard, miss snatching cheesecake to eat with mummy and lele, miss Joan's chatty voice, funny jokes and blur face, miss mamaking with EeKhai, miss driving to 1utama and mid valley, miss Murni's Roti Hawaii, miss pasar malam.. miss my car... miss miss miss....there's too much to name...

Yet i know that I've to face it all, to be really independent, like a baby, a tendering plant coming to a new environment... without family.. without friends...

God... i pray that you will give me strength to carry on... to fill this empty cup.. to bring my joy back...
Daddy i pray that You'll help me to love this place.. to bring me Godly friends..
Thank you for being there for me always.. thank you for never leaving me.. thank you Jesus for your love for me ...

3 weeks....

3 weeks of training just passed. I have had lots of fun. Of coz initially during the training session… there’ll be grumbling and growling (stomach) and “fishing” (Sleepy). But on our last day of training, I started to miss it… I miss going to 29th floor 1st thing in the morning, sitting on our respective teams… question and answer session (when, most of the time- “I don’t know the answers to it&rdquo, the presentation (mostly did by other more daring and brave members of my team) ^O^ Plus, the funny presentation did by all the group on our last day of training…. It was purely fun and enjoyment… + accompanied by “nervousness & butterflies flying in our stomach” ^O^” I thank God that my team actually won for the presentation, it’s something that sends our group into confusion then SHOCK. . ….
So sad that we’ve to say bye bye to our 1st core training… What would the rest of our working life be? Clock in on 8.30 sharp at 32nd floor … desperately looking for seats? Sign in for unassigned time and stayed OT for the rest of the week? NooOOoo…….

I believe there's so much more to come… The process of turning the theories into practice.. to build network with people around us … to learn in the “REAL WORLD” …
I should just say… “WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD” ^O^ ……
Pray that God will guide me thru the easy, tough and challenging situations …, giving me wisdom and understanding… positive thinking and strength to pull it thru … ^-^

God I choose depend on You

Currently feeling: Thristy 4 God's strength

Mummy's 48th Birthday =D

Today is Mum's 48th Birthday =) Couldn't believe time flies so fast hey.. She's 48 and i'm 22 this year! ^O^" Was thinking what should i do today to make it a little more special from normal... Came up with the idea of cooking Bulgogi for mummy.... I've already had all material ready in the fridge... just need to right recipe to follow .. ^O^" ... Marinated the beef according to the "chosen" recipe... My cleaver sister ShinLe come up with the idea of cooking it the teppanyaki style ^O^! IT's a brillian idea since we still have "7th aunty's" teppanyaki set at home ^O^"

Mummy really enjoy the teppanyaki! Say that it's really fun!! plus the fun of having all of us cooking together- like reunion ^O^ *Too bad Yee's not here though...* We end up frying the bulgogi , nugget , hotdogs, plus KIMCHI!! SO SO YUMMY! and BLOATED! ^O^"

We had to rest an hour+ before we bring her the cake, cuz we are really too full =p ! Glad that mummy enjoy so much =D Glad that she likes the gift i gave her (Though she's able to guess it b4 she even open the gift)

Prince Cafe ^-^

Went the new cafe call- Prince Cafe at SS2 with LeLe, Pauline and Priscilla! The design of the Cafe is really glamour..... The decor is quite spacious.... white table, red and lime (very cute) lights ... I reckon that it's a really nice hang out place.....

Food wise ... to my dissapointment .. it's another KimGary >_<" *sign* .. Food's not that special... French toast's kinda thick . maybe bcoz of my swollen mouth.. can't really open too big to put that piece inside =p .. so had to cut it into smaller pieces ^O^" The juice however it's consider cheap.. given that there's so many choices.... .. So, if u wanna go.. just go for a drink ya! !! Overall rating - 5/10

5 LonG Hours!

Went to straighten my hair today- AGAIN! ...Oh , that Longgg... drag of 5 HOURS can really kill me... the seat was so warm, can almost steam my butt like a "pau" =p .... Guess this is the price to pray for the sake of beauty ..so now, No More ---> eheheh Thank God there's straightening!

Now,i've to face the challenge of NOT washing the hair for 3 days.... No no no sweating ...... hope the end result would b good then ...

Currently listening to: AhLiang-子曰
Currently feeling: HeadAche

*SOB*SOB*

Went SS2 Cell Group tonight.. it's probably my last cg before I go to Singapore and start a new life there.. =( .. really miss Joan, Pauline , Sue Ann, Aubrey, Stephen, Peter, and my heng dai brother EeKhai .. .. we've know each other since form 5 i think.. that's like ... 5 years... ... I'll miss driving the MPV Kia to cg... driving all of them with that kIa to Murni to makan.. like - auntie bus.. fetching all the kids =p .... will miss Aubrey's noise, Joan's cute laughter and sweet voice..,Pauline forever ordering her hot milo and bz working life, Peter's hungry stomach.. only have his dinner after cg!!, Stephen's forever inspiring sharing, EeKhai's sleepy face and uncle attitude - health concern and kia si! Also, mamaking after cg! it's really fun! Miss it all so much.... so sad i have to leave so soon... next sunday.. it'll b around a week from now...... I wish i've more time... more time to share with these people that grow with me... wish i could come back more oftern next time...

Pray that God will go b4 me..prepare godly and good friends, cell group members, colleague and seniors for me...... it's something i'm worry yet looking forward to....... wondering how life would be ....

Working+Studying CPA+Cooking+Laundry+Cleaning+Financing myself

Something i never try b4...it's truely a challenge... I DESPERATELY need God's strength and favour!!



Currently feeling: sad + worry

My Latest Collection

Here's my latest collection =D Got them from..hmm.. KL, Sunway Pyramid, Mid Valley & Pasar Malam.... My favorite's the Hills earring! SO EXCITED when i saw it in Central Market cuz i've been hunting for it!! ^O^!! Thank God for it ehhe!! Others are the Pearl Necklace and bracelet which is the "IN" thing now=D Got them from Pasar malam at a cheaper price compare to the shopping mall^O^!! It's the Trend now! Cool, coll and sweet hor?!

Think i got the shopping addiction ... like a shopaholic =p * ops*! i know shouldn't =p .. sinful sinful....

Do u like them as well!! ^O^ ehehhe Woo Hoo i LOVE THEM =p

Thank God it''s over!

YES! It's over!.. The tooth surgery is finally OVER!! It's was 3:10pm wheni stepped into the clinic .. I was buzy finding all sorts of excuses .. hoping they dentist will side me ..... but to my dissapointment.. he said "Haha, Sooner or later u'll have to do it" My jaw dropped.. Why God why.. .. Anyway.. I ate pain killer and the dentist injected some numb medicine deep into my gum 3 times... Then, the torture began.. It was alrite in the begining.. but soon when he apply some pressure, drill into the deeper part where it's near the nerves.. i feel the pain .. ='( i was so tense ... my whole shirt kinda got damp...i pinched the inner side of my arms so hard that it actually got blue black and also blast my mp3 to full strenght ... still.. IT'S NO USE! the drill is so hard to bare..


After 40 minutes of torturing (my previous wisdom tooth only take 20mintues!!) ... it finally came to an end .. the dentist and nurses actually praise me for my bravenesss and toughness.. =p (like small baby still need praise hor =p)

It's a relief now..... I've to say "Yellow" to liquid stuff for at least tonite.. and no brushing of teeth or rince mouth for tonite.... I hope it'll heal soon so that i can eat yummy yummy stuff.. =p ....



Anyway... it's June 14 already... another 19 days to step into Deloitte... I might be going over to Singapore next Sunday (25 June) .... 70% confirm .. unless my 4th uncle call to provide me transport there... Jack will be coming over on 22nd nite to help me with my luggageS =p .....

Tooth Surgery!

It's less then 5 hours to my tooth surgery ... *sob sob* Recalling how the dentist actually poke the big long needle deeply into my gum previously, where i could literally feel how deep he actually poked!! ...I really feeling like running away... feel like crying... PLEASE HIT ME ON THE HEAD SO THAT I'LL BE UNCONCIOUS.... All the grinding and spining and poking and pulling sound just fill my brain my ears .... ewww..... Very Disgusting!!

There's so many butterflies in my stomach already... and i had a bad diahhroe coz of the nervousness.... Oh God! Please make this time not as painful...... pls God pls.....

hmm... think i better go munch all the food i wanna eat.... wanna fill my stomach full of tasty yummy foood 1st.... =p .... Cuz after that ... it's a few days of milk .. oat ... or porridge.. *SIGN*

Thomas Cup 2006l MALAYSIA BOLEH!!

Watched Thomas Cup yesterday, Malaysia won Korea 3-2 . It was a rather tight match given that Choong Hann was injured at the begining of his single match. He was leading 10-6, but wasted when his ankle decided to give him a break. The score was Malaysia 1 : 2 Korea at that moment, if Korea won another match, the malaysian would be have to pack their bags and prepare to 'balik kampung' extra early.

Thank God! for our singles and doubles are Strong! We managed to beat Korea for the last 2 match and won for this round. The next would b fighting against Denmark (i think=p) Without Choong Hann around.... i hope the team would b still strong!! YES! MALAYSIA BOLEH MALAYSIA BOLEH!!

*ChoongHann don't be too dissapointed over it! You already help Malaysia win back so many medals already!! We will always Love you and We are Proud of You!! *

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! Let's cheer for our country!! =D