2 weeks+ of study leave...

Yay! Finally get to have a break and start studying...
It's as if tons of heavy burden are lifted from me....

Thank Daddy God that i manage to get all 8 managers to agree and sign on the ASU to approve my study break...

I'm looking forward in finishing and passing this exam so i could head home and spend time with my family ... misses them so much...
also miss my "Happy"...

hmm... that's all for now.. hope i can concentrate and stop window shopping online =p

Ice Skating?

Haven't been ice skating for ages. The only time i could recall is skating in sunway pyramid with my sister and neighbours when i'm barely 14... ^O^" that's like 10 long years ago! look how times flew... those were the good old days when what we have to worry is just study and tuition =p ...

Well, this time round, i went with Jacky, Sophia, YT, Eileen and the gang... having a hard time in straightening my foot.. and checking blind spot, making sure no one come behind me and push me... Anyway, before anyone could push me, i'm pretty sure with my skill i can even fall by myself =p Jacky is pretty good at it.. going round trying to making ppl fall *so evil* .. i got targeted by YT rite after Jacky made him fall >_<" ended up with wet bump and jeans.. ^O^" It was really fun... beside the soring foot... ^O^"

We head to Eileen and Jowee house after that to chill,play taboo and Sabotuere.. then follow by KFC and pizza for dinner, watching Louie Giglo's Indescribable, worship session and suprise Yeow Teck for his bday.. Wuff..sound like a long and tiring day..

Enjoyed the 'Sabotage' and the 'indescribable' lots =D
Thank you Daddy God for His wonderful creation!!

Another week..Counting down 10 long days

Just came back from my Home Sweet Home to Singapore. Yes, it's a Sunday and tomorrow is Monday AGAIN...sigh.. Jacky is still not back yet and i'm kinda like 'all alone; in Singapore.. Who should i share with when i'm feeling down, angry, hungry, sad or happy..

Well, am already feeling kinda down when Jacky have to leave for reservist in Thailand for close to 19days..the feeling bcame worst after enjoying my VERY ComfortZone in msia for 3 nites, there's truely nothing better than home..

Daddy God, please come and fill my heart and give me Peace, Joy, Love...
I really need You each and everyday, every minute.. Pray that you will lead my every step, give me super abounding favour, wisdom, understanding, good health Peace and Joy!

Rainbow in the rain..

I thank God i've got promoted to Senior Year 1,I thank God for the increment and bonus the company gave. However, as the sayin goes, with greater position, come greater responsibility. Even before i was promoted, the company had started throwing huge/ tough assignments to me to handle. Not one company, not two... but 4. I tried telling my manager/ resource team that the work is too overwhelming.. but was replied with a blunt " You are already a SENIOR already" Ohmy, sometimes i rather stay small, i miss my assistant life..remembering last year this time, i was so unassign and care free... sigh.. stress stress stress...

Many of my frens had left the company or had intention to leave before the "super peak" period.. this really tempt me, since i've successfully gotten by SG PR status..=p .. when, where, how, WHAT? ... the constant question..

I'm praying for God to show me a direction, where to go to.. i'm not sure what's next..the feeling of uncertainty is scray... BUT I BELIEVE GOD is my provider! He will provide me with a better job.. despite of all the negative news abot the job market..etcetc.. I choose to put my trust in Him and Him alone =)

Right now.. i just wanna look to God and proclaim JESUS finish work on everything i do.. Jesus is my victory!! ^-^ Thank you Jesus! Thank you Daddy!! ^-^

May God give you...

For every storm, a rainbow,
For every tear, a smile,
For every care, a promise,
And a blessing in each trial.
For every problem life sends,
A faithful friend to share,
For every sigh, a sweet song,
And an answer for each prayer..

Seek First God’s Kingdom

Matthew 6:31–33
31“Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.”....

As a child of God, know that it is your Father’s pleasure to meet all your needs. Jesus Himself tells us, “For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things.” But God does not want you to seek after needs. He wants you to seek first His kingdom. And when you do that, all the things that you need will be added to you!

So your first priority every day is to seek His kingdom. The word “first” in verse 33 is the Greek word proton, which means “first in order or importance, holding the highest place in all our affections”. So God wants us to seek first His kingdom, and all things will fall gloriously in place.

We are not to seek after things the way Gentiles do. The word “seek” in “the Gentiles seek” (verse 32) is the Greek word epizeteo. It means “to seek with all their might with much sweat or with much stress”. However, the way God wants us to “seek” in “seek first the kingdom of God” is the Greek word zeteo, which means “to hunger, to desire to worship”. It is simply a hungering, a desiring for the kingdom of God, without any toil or stress.


But what is the kingdom of God? Romans 14:17 tells us that it is righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit. And the kingdom of God dwells within you because the Holy Spirit indwells you. So the kingdom of God is His righteousness, peace and joy in you.

Make sure that peace and joy in the Holy Spirit is flowing inside you every day. Seek every day to be conscious of your righteousness in Christ, not your own righteousness, but His righteousness given to you as a gift. Pursue Jesus first. Spend time with Him, listening to His Word. And when you do these things, you are seeking His kingdom and His righteousness, and all the things that you need will be added to you!

(above is an extract of daily devotion from New Creation Church)

I'm currently cultivating the habit in reading the daily devotion every morning, to start my day with my heavenly Daddy.. =) Today's devotion was pretty good, it remind us to cultivate the presence of God, to seek Him 1st, HIM, Jesus, when we put Jesus 1st all peace, love, joy and righteousness will follow, because Jesus IS THE JOY, THE PEACE, THE STRENGTH. These are all IN the person of Christ. We need not seek for healing but the Healer, need not seek for victory and success, bcoz success is Christ Himself =D Need not seek for happiness and joy, bcoz Jesus is THE JOY. Thank You Jesus, for Your unfailing love for us, i worship u my Jesus my abba Father.. You ARE My Everything!!! ^-^

DeliCious dUrian cake

It's Jacky dad's birthday yesterday, we ordered a durian cake from Amelia recommended home made cake shop. The home made durian cake is really cheap compared to other online recommended cake shop. 1kg of durian cake only cost $25 as compared to $75 - $80 in other online shop. I never tried the durian cake from this shop, so was pretty worried that it won't come out nice, afterall it's Jacky's dad birthday, won't want the cake to look ulgy or taste horrible (Cut marks!! cut marks!!)=p

Cut a long story short, It's Delicious..i would give it a 7/10..(cut marks on the outlook and should use D24 durian instead =p)

Here's a snap shot of the cake.. The outlook of the cake is very plain and does not have any fancy decoration, but as you can see, the DURIAN's oozing out..eEmM EeMm EemM YyyUuMMmmyyy =p hmm.. who's birthday is next?!

See God’s Goodness In The Midst Of Evil

Browse thru new creation church website and happen to read on this daily devotion... It reminds me that many times we are too easily discourage by things that happen around us and circumstances that we are facing.we forget that our God is always there for us.. and Yes! He has already intervene in all the circumstances that we are facing =) what we have to do is to continue to trust in Him!


Psalm 91:1
He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

God does not play a game of counterattack with the devil — the devil does something bad, then God steps in to bring something good out of it. The truth is, when something bad happens, it is the devil reacting to something good that God has started. The Lord once told me, “Tell My people that if they want to understand what I am doing, they can look at what the devil is doing and see it in reverse — that is what I am doing, multiplied many times over.”

I see this truth in the Bible. When Christ was born, soldiers were sent to kill all baby boys under the age of two in Bethlehem. The folks in Bethlehem then would have seen only evil. But there were those like Mary who saw God’s goodness. They knew that God had sent a Saviour into the world! The killing of the infants was just the devil’s reaction to something wonderful God had started.

The Lord showed me that this was how we were to look at the bird flu when it hit our region not too long ago. While I was pondering the significance of birds, the Lord showed me Matthew 6:26: “Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they?”

If God takes care of the birds, how much more will He take care of you! So, by attacking the birds with disease, the devil is, in essence, reacting to God’s provision for His people. In other words, he saw that God’s provision had been released on His people in a big way!

With every new virus that the devil throws at us, you must discern that he is trying to pervert and reverse what God is already doing. Then, you will know that something good is going to come out of it. You see, every new strain of virus tells us that God has already released a new anointing of health for His people. And I believe that God releases new levels of prosperity for His people too. So don’t just see the evil — see what the Lord is already doing!

© Copyright Joseph Prince, 2006. All rights reserved.

Missing my Happy...

Did i mention that my mom bought a toy poodle?
Yes?! a 6 weeks old "teddy look a like" toy poodle ^-^ He is very very cute!!
Here's some photo of him..

Happy shaking head ...............Happy trying to climb the stairs





Sis carrying Happy ................Happy sleeping by my side...

miss my little poodle....
Can't wait to go home and hug him =*
9 days to home...

8 days to CPA exam...

It's been ages since i step into this blog.. surfed many websites while i'm studying for my CPA and decided to blog out of boredom..

Well, as you can see, there's hundrad and millions of things better to do when you are studying... >_<" hate to say that but "Yes" i've been surfing the net and watching youtube and mysoju ... As i'm writing this, i'm starting to regret... recalling what i've done these few days (study leave)...bz running in and out of the kitchen looking for sneak ... clicking into face book and friendster .. uploading photos and checking out friends' profile in face book watching some comedy show in youtube and Taiwanese drama from mysoju...hmm... not a good sign.. think i better run to my books now...

current mood: sianz...

God DO Exist

God DO Exist*

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.

They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.

The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! " answered the barber. "What happens, is, people do not come to me."

"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in
the world."

Tougher Life......

Guess life is getting tougher. Here am i,working in Singapore for almost 3 months already and yet am still not used to the life here. i have to say, it's not that easy after all...

I am so use to the comfort zone back in Malaysia, where my beloved parents will always be there around me taking care of me like a baby=p , where going somewhere anywhere is always a drive away, where i can call my buddies anytime i want, where i can hang out at murni, ktz, kim gary, secret recipe and pasar malam, where going shopping is never too far...

Many times i find myself comparing the life i will have in malaysia to here.. and i'm struggling..
I miss mummy and daddy's hug and nagging, miss Le Le's noise and her messy cupboard, miss snatching cheesecake to eat with mummy and lele, miss Joan's chatty voice, funny jokes and blur face, miss mamaking with EeKhai, miss driving to 1utama and mid valley, miss Murni's Roti Hawaii, miss pasar malam.. miss my car... miss miss miss....there's too much to name...

Yet i know that I've to face it all, to be really independent, like a baby, a tendering plant coming to a new environment... without family.. without friends...

God... i pray that you will give me strength to carry on... to fill this empty cup.. to bring my joy back...
Daddy i pray that You'll help me to love this place.. to bring me Godly friends..
Thank you for being there for me always.. thank you for never leaving me.. thank you Jesus for your love for me ...

3 weeks....

3 weeks of training just passed. I have had lots of fun. Of coz initially during the training session… there’ll be grumbling and growling (stomach) and “fishing” (Sleepy). But on our last day of training, I started to miss it… I miss going to 29th floor 1st thing in the morning, sitting on our respective teams… question and answer session (when, most of the time- “I don’t know the answers to it&rdquo, the presentation (mostly did by other more daring and brave members of my team) ^O^ Plus, the funny presentation did by all the group on our last day of training…. It was purely fun and enjoyment… + accompanied by “nervousness & butterflies flying in our stomach” ^O^” I thank God that my team actually won for the presentation, it’s something that sends our group into confusion then SHOCK. . ….
So sad that we’ve to say bye bye to our 1st core training… What would the rest of our working life be? Clock in on 8.30 sharp at 32nd floor … desperately looking for seats? Sign in for unassigned time and stayed OT for the rest of the week? NooOOoo…….

I believe there's so much more to come… The process of turning the theories into practice.. to build network with people around us … to learn in the “REAL WORLD” …
I should just say… “WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD” ^O^ ……
Pray that God will guide me thru the easy, tough and challenging situations …, giving me wisdom and understanding… positive thinking and strength to pull it thru … ^-^

God I choose depend on You

Currently feeling: Thristy 4 God's strength

Mummy's 48th Birthday =D

Today is Mum's 48th Birthday =) Couldn't believe time flies so fast hey.. She's 48 and i'm 22 this year! ^O^" Was thinking what should i do today to make it a little more special from normal... Came up with the idea of cooking Bulgogi for mummy.... I've already had all material ready in the fridge... just need to right recipe to follow .. ^O^" ... Marinated the beef according to the "chosen" recipe... My cleaver sister ShinLe come up with the idea of cooking it the teppanyaki style ^O^! IT's a brillian idea since we still have "7th aunty's" teppanyaki set at home ^O^"

Mummy really enjoy the teppanyaki! Say that it's really fun!! plus the fun of having all of us cooking together- like reunion ^O^ *Too bad Yee's not here though...* We end up frying the bulgogi , nugget , hotdogs, plus KIMCHI!! SO SO YUMMY! and BLOATED! ^O^"

We had to rest an hour+ before we bring her the cake, cuz we are really too full =p ! Glad that mummy enjoy so much =D Glad that she likes the gift i gave her (Though she's able to guess it b4 she even open the gift)

Prince Cafe ^-^

Went the new cafe call- Prince Cafe at SS2 with LeLe, Pauline and Priscilla! The design of the Cafe is really glamour..... The decor is quite spacious.... white table, red and lime (very cute) lights ... I reckon that it's a really nice hang out place.....

Food wise ... to my dissapointment .. it's another KimGary >_<" *sign* .. Food's not that special... French toast's kinda thick . maybe bcoz of my swollen mouth.. can't really open too big to put that piece inside =p .. so had to cut it into smaller pieces ^O^" The juice however it's consider cheap.. given that there's so many choices.... .. So, if u wanna go.. just go for a drink ya! !! Overall rating - 5/10

5 LonG Hours!

Went to straighten my hair today- AGAIN! ...Oh , that Longgg... drag of 5 HOURS can really kill me... the seat was so warm, can almost steam my butt like a "pau" =p .... Guess this is the price to pray for the sake of beauty ..so now, No More ---> eheheh Thank God there's straightening!

Now,i've to face the challenge of NOT washing the hair for 3 days.... No no no sweating ...... hope the end result would b good then ...

Currently listening to: AhLiang-子曰
Currently feeling: HeadAche

*SOB*SOB*

Went SS2 Cell Group tonight.. it's probably my last cg before I go to Singapore and start a new life there.. =( .. really miss Joan, Pauline , Sue Ann, Aubrey, Stephen, Peter, and my heng dai brother EeKhai .. .. we've know each other since form 5 i think.. that's like ... 5 years... ... I'll miss driving the MPV Kia to cg... driving all of them with that kIa to Murni to makan.. like - auntie bus.. fetching all the kids =p .... will miss Aubrey's noise, Joan's cute laughter and sweet voice..,Pauline forever ordering her hot milo and bz working life, Peter's hungry stomach.. only have his dinner after cg!!, Stephen's forever inspiring sharing, EeKhai's sleepy face and uncle attitude - health concern and kia si! Also, mamaking after cg! it's really fun! Miss it all so much.... so sad i have to leave so soon... next sunday.. it'll b around a week from now...... I wish i've more time... more time to share with these people that grow with me... wish i could come back more oftern next time...

Pray that God will go b4 me..prepare godly and good friends, cell group members, colleague and seniors for me...... it's something i'm worry yet looking forward to....... wondering how life would be ....

Working+Studying CPA+Cooking+Laundry+Cleaning+Financing myself

Something i never try b4...it's truely a challenge... I DESPERATELY need God's strength and favour!!



Currently feeling: sad + worry

My Latest Collection

Here's my latest collection =D Got them from..hmm.. KL, Sunway Pyramid, Mid Valley & Pasar Malam.... My favorite's the Hills earring! SO EXCITED when i saw it in Central Market cuz i've been hunting for it!! ^O^!! Thank God for it ehhe!! Others are the Pearl Necklace and bracelet which is the "IN" thing now=D Got them from Pasar malam at a cheaper price compare to the shopping mall^O^!! It's the Trend now! Cool, coll and sweet hor?!

Think i got the shopping addiction ... like a shopaholic =p * ops*! i know shouldn't =p .. sinful sinful....

Do u like them as well!! ^O^ ehehhe Woo Hoo i LOVE THEM =p

Thank God it''s over!

YES! It's over!.. The tooth surgery is finally OVER!! It's was 3:10pm wheni stepped into the clinic .. I was buzy finding all sorts of excuses .. hoping they dentist will side me ..... but to my dissapointment.. he said "Haha, Sooner or later u'll have to do it" My jaw dropped.. Why God why.. .. Anyway.. I ate pain killer and the dentist injected some numb medicine deep into my gum 3 times... Then, the torture began.. It was alrite in the begining.. but soon when he apply some pressure, drill into the deeper part where it's near the nerves.. i feel the pain .. ='( i was so tense ... my whole shirt kinda got damp...i pinched the inner side of my arms so hard that it actually got blue black and also blast my mp3 to full strenght ... still.. IT'S NO USE! the drill is so hard to bare..


After 40 minutes of torturing (my previous wisdom tooth only take 20mintues!!) ... it finally came to an end .. the dentist and nurses actually praise me for my bravenesss and toughness.. =p (like small baby still need praise hor =p)

It's a relief now..... I've to say "Yellow" to liquid stuff for at least tonite.. and no brushing of teeth or rince mouth for tonite.... I hope it'll heal soon so that i can eat yummy yummy stuff.. =p ....



Anyway... it's June 14 already... another 19 days to step into Deloitte... I might be going over to Singapore next Sunday (25 June) .... 70% confirm .. unless my 4th uncle call to provide me transport there... Jack will be coming over on 22nd nite to help me with my luggageS =p .....

Tooth Surgery!

It's less then 5 hours to my tooth surgery ... *sob sob* Recalling how the dentist actually poke the big long needle deeply into my gum previously, where i could literally feel how deep he actually poked!! ...I really feeling like running away... feel like crying... PLEASE HIT ME ON THE HEAD SO THAT I'LL BE UNCONCIOUS.... All the grinding and spining and poking and pulling sound just fill my brain my ears .... ewww..... Very Disgusting!!

There's so many butterflies in my stomach already... and i had a bad diahhroe coz of the nervousness.... Oh God! Please make this time not as painful...... pls God pls.....

hmm... think i better go munch all the food i wanna eat.... wanna fill my stomach full of tasty yummy foood 1st.... =p .... Cuz after that ... it's a few days of milk .. oat ... or porridge.. *SIGN*