God DO Exist

God DO Exist*

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.

They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.

The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! " answered the barber. "What happens, is, people do not come to me."

"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in
the world."

Tougher Life......

Guess life is getting tougher. Here am i,working in Singapore for almost 3 months already and yet am still not used to the life here. i have to say, it's not that easy after all...

I am so use to the comfort zone back in Malaysia, where my beloved parents will always be there around me taking care of me like a baby=p , where going somewhere anywhere is always a drive away, where i can call my buddies anytime i want, where i can hang out at murni, ktz, kim gary, secret recipe and pasar malam, where going shopping is never too far...

Many times i find myself comparing the life i will have in malaysia to here.. and i'm struggling..
I miss mummy and daddy's hug and nagging, miss Le Le's noise and her messy cupboard, miss snatching cheesecake to eat with mummy and lele, miss Joan's chatty voice, funny jokes and blur face, miss mamaking with EeKhai, miss driving to 1utama and mid valley, miss Murni's Roti Hawaii, miss pasar malam.. miss my car... miss miss miss....there's too much to name...

Yet i know that I've to face it all, to be really independent, like a baby, a tendering plant coming to a new environment... without family.. without friends...

God... i pray that you will give me strength to carry on... to fill this empty cup.. to bring my joy back...
Daddy i pray that You'll help me to love this place.. to bring me Godly friends..
Thank you for being there for me always.. thank you for never leaving me.. thank you Jesus for your love for me ...

3 weeks....

3 weeks of training just passed. I have had lots of fun. Of coz initially during the training session… there’ll be grumbling and growling (stomach) and “fishing” (Sleepy). But on our last day of training, I started to miss it… I miss going to 29th floor 1st thing in the morning, sitting on our respective teams… question and answer session (when, most of the time- “I don’t know the answers to it&rdquo, the presentation (mostly did by other more daring and brave members of my team) ^O^ Plus, the funny presentation did by all the group on our last day of training…. It was purely fun and enjoyment… + accompanied by “nervousness & butterflies flying in our stomach” ^O^” I thank God that my team actually won for the presentation, it’s something that sends our group into confusion then SHOCK. . ….
So sad that we’ve to say bye bye to our 1st core training… What would the rest of our working life be? Clock in on 8.30 sharp at 32nd floor … desperately looking for seats? Sign in for unassigned time and stayed OT for the rest of the week? NooOOoo…….

I believe there's so much more to come… The process of turning the theories into practice.. to build network with people around us … to learn in the “REAL WORLD” …
I should just say… “WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD” ^O^ ……
Pray that God will guide me thru the easy, tough and challenging situations …, giving me wisdom and understanding… positive thinking and strength to pull it thru … ^-^

God I choose depend on You

Currently feeling: Thristy 4 God's strength

Mummy's 48th Birthday =D

Today is Mum's 48th Birthday =) Couldn't believe time flies so fast hey.. She's 48 and i'm 22 this year! ^O^" Was thinking what should i do today to make it a little more special from normal... Came up with the idea of cooking Bulgogi for mummy.... I've already had all material ready in the fridge... just need to right recipe to follow .. ^O^" ... Marinated the beef according to the "chosen" recipe... My cleaver sister ShinLe come up with the idea of cooking it the teppanyaki style ^O^! IT's a brillian idea since we still have "7th aunty's" teppanyaki set at home ^O^"

Mummy really enjoy the teppanyaki! Say that it's really fun!! plus the fun of having all of us cooking together- like reunion ^O^ *Too bad Yee's not here though...* We end up frying the bulgogi , nugget , hotdogs, plus KIMCHI!! SO SO YUMMY! and BLOATED! ^O^"

We had to rest an hour+ before we bring her the cake, cuz we are really too full =p ! Glad that mummy enjoy so much =D Glad that she likes the gift i gave her (Though she's able to guess it b4 she even open the gift)

Prince Cafe ^-^

Went the new cafe call- Prince Cafe at SS2 with LeLe, Pauline and Priscilla! The design of the Cafe is really glamour..... The decor is quite spacious.... white table, red and lime (very cute) lights ... I reckon that it's a really nice hang out place.....

Food wise ... to my dissapointment .. it's another KimGary >_<" *sign* .. Food's not that special... French toast's kinda thick . maybe bcoz of my swollen mouth.. can't really open too big to put that piece inside =p .. so had to cut it into smaller pieces ^O^" The juice however it's consider cheap.. given that there's so many choices.... .. So, if u wanna go.. just go for a drink ya! !! Overall rating - 5/10

5 LonG Hours!

Went to straighten my hair today- AGAIN! ...Oh , that Longgg... drag of 5 HOURS can really kill me... the seat was so warm, can almost steam my butt like a "pau" =p .... Guess this is the price to pray for the sake of beauty ..so now, No More ---> eheheh Thank God there's straightening!

Now,i've to face the challenge of NOT washing the hair for 3 days.... No no no sweating ...... hope the end result would b good then ...

Currently listening to: AhLiang-子曰
Currently feeling: HeadAche

*SOB*SOB*

Went SS2 Cell Group tonight.. it's probably my last cg before I go to Singapore and start a new life there.. =( .. really miss Joan, Pauline , Sue Ann, Aubrey, Stephen, Peter, and my heng dai brother EeKhai .. .. we've know each other since form 5 i think.. that's like ... 5 years... ... I'll miss driving the MPV Kia to cg... driving all of them with that kIa to Murni to makan.. like - auntie bus.. fetching all the kids =p .... will miss Aubrey's noise, Joan's cute laughter and sweet voice..,Pauline forever ordering her hot milo and bz working life, Peter's hungry stomach.. only have his dinner after cg!!, Stephen's forever inspiring sharing, EeKhai's sleepy face and uncle attitude - health concern and kia si! Also, mamaking after cg! it's really fun! Miss it all so much.... so sad i have to leave so soon... next sunday.. it'll b around a week from now...... I wish i've more time... more time to share with these people that grow with me... wish i could come back more oftern next time...

Pray that God will go b4 me..prepare godly and good friends, cell group members, colleague and seniors for me...... it's something i'm worry yet looking forward to....... wondering how life would be ....

Working+Studying CPA+Cooking+Laundry+Cleaning+Financing myself

Something i never try b4...it's truely a challenge... I DESPERATELY need God's strength and favour!!



Currently feeling: sad + worry

My Latest Collection

Here's my latest collection =D Got them from..hmm.. KL, Sunway Pyramid, Mid Valley & Pasar Malam.... My favorite's the Hills earring! SO EXCITED when i saw it in Central Market cuz i've been hunting for it!! ^O^!! Thank God for it ehhe!! Others are the Pearl Necklace and bracelet which is the "IN" thing now=D Got them from Pasar malam at a cheaper price compare to the shopping mall^O^!! It's the Trend now! Cool, coll and sweet hor?!

Think i got the shopping addiction ... like a shopaholic =p * ops*! i know shouldn't =p .. sinful sinful....

Do u like them as well!! ^O^ ehehhe Woo Hoo i LOVE THEM =p

Thank God it''s over!

YES! It's over!.. The tooth surgery is finally OVER!! It's was 3:10pm wheni stepped into the clinic .. I was buzy finding all sorts of excuses .. hoping they dentist will side me ..... but to my dissapointment.. he said "Haha, Sooner or later u'll have to do it" My jaw dropped.. Why God why.. .. Anyway.. I ate pain killer and the dentist injected some numb medicine deep into my gum 3 times... Then, the torture began.. It was alrite in the begining.. but soon when he apply some pressure, drill into the deeper part where it's near the nerves.. i feel the pain .. ='( i was so tense ... my whole shirt kinda got damp...i pinched the inner side of my arms so hard that it actually got blue black and also blast my mp3 to full strenght ... still.. IT'S NO USE! the drill is so hard to bare..


After 40 minutes of torturing (my previous wisdom tooth only take 20mintues!!) ... it finally came to an end .. the dentist and nurses actually praise me for my bravenesss and toughness.. =p (like small baby still need praise hor =p)

It's a relief now..... I've to say "Yellow" to liquid stuff for at least tonite.. and no brushing of teeth or rince mouth for tonite.... I hope it'll heal soon so that i can eat yummy yummy stuff.. =p ....



Anyway... it's June 14 already... another 19 days to step into Deloitte... I might be going over to Singapore next Sunday (25 June) .... 70% confirm .. unless my 4th uncle call to provide me transport there... Jack will be coming over on 22nd nite to help me with my luggageS =p .....

Tooth Surgery!

It's less then 5 hours to my tooth surgery ... *sob sob* Recalling how the dentist actually poke the big long needle deeply into my gum previously, where i could literally feel how deep he actually poked!! ...I really feeling like running away... feel like crying... PLEASE HIT ME ON THE HEAD SO THAT I'LL BE UNCONCIOUS.... All the grinding and spining and poking and pulling sound just fill my brain my ears .... ewww..... Very Disgusting!!

There's so many butterflies in my stomach already... and i had a bad diahhroe coz of the nervousness.... Oh God! Please make this time not as painful...... pls God pls.....

hmm... think i better go munch all the food i wanna eat.... wanna fill my stomach full of tasty yummy foood 1st.... =p .... Cuz after that ... it's a few days of milk .. oat ... or porridge.. *SIGN*

Thomas Cup 2006l MALAYSIA BOLEH!!

Watched Thomas Cup yesterday, Malaysia won Korea 3-2 . It was a rather tight match given that Choong Hann was injured at the begining of his single match. He was leading 10-6, but wasted when his ankle decided to give him a break. The score was Malaysia 1 : 2 Korea at that moment, if Korea won another match, the malaysian would be have to pack their bags and prepare to 'balik kampung' extra early.

Thank God! for our singles and doubles are Strong! We managed to beat Korea for the last 2 match and won for this round. The next would b fighting against Denmark (i think=p) Without Choong Hann around.... i hope the team would b still strong!! YES! MALAYSIA BOLEH MALAYSIA BOLEH!!

*ChoongHann don't be too dissapointed over it! You already help Malaysia win back so many medals already!! We will always Love you and We are Proud of You!! *

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! Let's cheer for our country!! =D

Sago Gula Melaka *slurpp*

Went to China Town today to do some grocery shopping for monday night's Pot Bless "Asian Food night" event. ^O^" We are going to prepare "Kong Bo Chicken" prepared by my sis, "Fried Mee Hoon", "Sago Gula Melaka", and a fruit salad *slurp slurp* *sedap nya* *好吃* *맛있는!!* Really looking forward to it =p ...
Went to China town, "Yuen's market" (famous asian grocery stall) initially...But was super dissapointed, cause they don't know what's "Gula melaka".. and obviously .. "sago gula melaka" without gula melaka.. it will forfeit the taste.. -_-".. I try going to the other (more expensive) chinese shops in china town to look for it.. and was super super happy when i found one!! ..Feel so home..so malaysia... it's improted from malaysia, it's the exact same shape.. ^O^"!!! misses Malaysia so much! ^O^"

A.mond = Almond

Went to Coles after class today, wanted to get a pair of gloves + some food... end up spending lots on junk food.... Was really embaressed because I was looking for Almond Jelly powder, couldn't find any, so I decided to ask one of the staff that pass by....

ME : Do u have ALMOND JELLY POWDER here?

Staff: ALMOND Jelly.... what's that... Almond.. almond.. hmmm

Staff: OH! Do u mean by (pronunced) A.mond Jelly ?!! ...

ME : .......

Updates from Australia =)

I'm back in Australia again.... At Queensland, Brisbane, a suburb name St. Lucia, a street call Walcott Street,a college named - Grace, a room numbered 410c ^O^"
Class started weeks ago.. and I'm still working hard to switch from the "holiday mode" to "study mode". I'm taking 2 Law subjects this semester- Corporation Law, Income Tax Law. Both subjects require lots of readings as well as consistency in studying.. =p Hope I could be more disciplin though... Beside that, i'm taking KOREAN LANGUAGE! WOw! I love that class, it's a really relaxing class, aside of some extra effort of memorizing the new words.. there's not much challenge ^O^"

Happening's in queensland......

25th Feb- Mount Coot-Tha:
Get to go to Mount Coot-Tha at night! The scenery was really nice, able to look at the city of Brisbane, the Airport, UQ, Toowong Village..^-^. It was a real blessing by Judah 5 (Hope church cell group)

26th Feb- Amazing (G)Race:
Participated in the Amazing Race held by Hope Church. Get to meet lots of people as well as know the city of Brisbane better=). Did alot of walking under the Hot sun PHEEWw..... No doubt, the weather was rEalLY ReAlly burning HOT(Got sun burned)! But, it was real fun! Our group got the "Best TeamWork" awards and won a hamper of goodies!!! HoORay!!!

1st March- Grace College International Night:
It was international night, every floor in our college was to represent a country, and mine was give "Malaysia"!! Go Go Malaysia. Well, due to the last minute information given by the college.. we didn't get to prepare well. Every floor was to prepare something to present to the others and we weren't told about that....So, when the principle called out our floor name.. we were kinda panic.. being the only malaysian in my floor.. i had to come out with something "of cause!" who else could? so I made all my floor member did the Malay way of greetings, which is "A-sam-ma-le-kum". It was pretty spontaneous, yet it was Fun!

5th March- Lone Pine & Shorn Cliff:
Joined BCC Church trip to Lone Pine & Shorn Cliff. It was terrific! We only paid aud20 for the whole trip. Thinking that we'll surely get some sandwich or hot dogs for lunch, suprisingly we were blessed with KFC (~that where i wanna b) hahha! wow, It was really nice of them! Get to feed the kangaroo in lone pine~~. Also, had lots of fun in Shorn Cliff (beach). The beach was full of jelly fish, could easily come up to millions of them!!!
11th March- Ladies Night:
Had a special lady night at Suez place =) It was a suprise from Sue ^-^ We get to be served and served others. I've got a very nice foot massage from Suez. Get to soak my foot in warm milk + some beautiful flowers, massaged with the special massage oil =p (em, I feel good lalalalalalala~~ i know that i do~~). Also, I did a facial service for Suez (it's my first time... that's a learning process=p)Suez is the victim =p.

12 March- Peggy's Visit & UQ Malaysian Student Association BBQ:
Get to meet Peggy, my high school fren today=) It was awesome! It's so good to meet up old frens and talk about the good old days!!!! Misses them so much!! ^O^
Also, went to the BBQ held by UQMSA in Roma Parkland. The bbq chicken taste super good *slurp slurp!* =p met lots of Malaysian & some non-malaysia =p

16 March- Body Pump + Body Jam:
Went for the free trial class of Body Pump(Weight Lifting) and Body Jam(dance). Body Pump was a horrid- No No!! Thinking to have some fun and get a taste of it, but it was too much of "fun". Guess i've got a high expectation on my self =p. It was a 1 hour class, and all of us (Joan, PeiYin, Elyssa, & I) was looking at the clock again and again. Hope that the clock will move faster....Conclusion: Body pump is a serious No No!! NO MORE BODY PUMP FOREVER!!

Summer Update...

Yes, this would be my new blog.. new entry... trying out new things ^O^" Haven't been updating my blog in tabulas for ages though... =p

Firstly, to those that thought i'm still in Australia.. I'M BACK!! yeap, back in Malaysia for Summer break... BUT, going back SOON... *how sad* *sobb sobb*

How did I spend my summer break?

1. Went to Korea with my family

YES, I must say It's AWESOME! Comparing it to other family trip I went, I can say this is the best.. Went to Jeju Island(five star to this, all the nice food from korea's here), went Seoul, FIFA 2002 Stadium, Winter Sonata Skiing place (THIS IS THE BEST), Stairways to Heaven- Lotte World, Hotelier's shooting place, Autumn in my heart's - Beach+ town, Volcano cave, dead volcano... etc.. ^-^ was really fun

2. Working as a trainess in Deloitte.

Started work on 13 Dec 2004 and would end officially tomorrow (hopefully). Remember on the 1st week, I was so worried as I've not taking any audit or reportinG paper. However, I'm really glad that God provide me with good seniors. Comparing to other VT (Vacation Trainee) I'm consider very bless =). Moreover, I get to know many new friends that's also studying in Australia, + some seniors that are working in the company. The Highlight of my training session would be the opportunity given by my manager, having to audit a company alone ^O^" YES, ALONE. Believe me, how suprise am I, was so shock and speechless. What's worse is that the deadline is within 4 days >_<"" Have to stay back, worked OT till 12am , and had to even work saturday... -_-" but, Thank God, my manager seeing me being so stress and hardworking (i guess)... send me a senior assistant2 on the 2nd last day to assist me ^O^" Overall it's a good training.. =) Thank God for it..

3. *Prediction*?? ..... Shopping? sure.. would be busy shopping for CNY cloths.. =p Hope i'll b able to get nice and reasonable price cloths =D

"24 days" back to Queensland......